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noone but me from URL @ 1:52 PM I've been living with a shadow overhead, Have i mentioned how i envy my mom cos she does what she loves for a living? She just got the job of Asian Diver Magazine editor, which means that on top of editing the magazine she gets to go diving all around the world (or maybe just Asia, i dunno) and write about it. How cool is that! My mom is zeee coolest man! With her bomoh hair, eccentric orange specs and whatnot :D Okay, she's away now at some island off langkawi and i miss her. & Yesterday was yet another lovely day spent with zee makkalz at narmo's house! I love spending time with ya'll know, really. & although suria annoys me to the maxxxx, well she just wouldn't be suria if she doesn't do the stuff she does. I know she just cant keep her hands off me thats why, heeeheee. & nish, always saying the funniest things and saving herself, hahaha. & EH! whats wrong with hugging you & sleeping! HAHA. & rupini, this asshole always says im so irritating and asks me to shuddup and go away, but then always makes me go to her house to sleepover, stupidasss. & narmo, alllllllll her comical faces about every single thing we talk about, hahaha. eh youu! please takecare okay! dont playplay laaa. & then i went to Roopi's new house- (& otw almost died cos rupini was driving and almost crashed!!! Lucky i put on the seat belt sey. But well, most of the journey was pretty smooooth! :) -which is reallyreallyrealllly nice! I think i dreamt about the suspended Buddha i saw in her house last night; i dunno why i found that scary. I'll show ya'll when you come! :) & nurin! Jacuzzi set ah! :D Oh i spent my saturday in Msia with Dad's side and Stepmom's family. There were a little pair of twins there tooooo! :) The adorablest little things, haha. Launch of dad's shop for family and zomg i almost died laughing. My aunty did the kelakar-est of things, non-stop! Like, she didn't realise that she washed her face with toothpaste & came out and told us "my face is burning!" HAHAHA. That's just one of the many thinggies. My dad's offered me the job of salesgirl there on weekends & im contemplating cos 1) its gna be beeeg money 2) its in Jb :/ well, see how. Which leads me to say, i know that i've always wanted to get my university education overseas, but it's always been because i wanted to runaway. Nah, i never really wanted the prestige of an overseas university, maybe just the exposure of living somewhere else for awhile and most importantly the fact that i'd be leaving this life behind. But now, since i've really grown much closer to the family, relationships with specific indivs have improved considerably & allll the complicatedshithead problems i had have now more or less been settled, i don't know if i'll be able to find the heart to leave :/ I know that i can come back, i know there's reason to come back, but im afraid of change. okay, this is pretty pointless, cos im only gna go overseas if i get a scholarship and me rambling on and on over here not studying is kinda gna settle the decision for me. I'm going to rupini's house to study and sleepoverrrr! yck is bloodyfaraway, but well, she's worth it. AWWWWWW! ASSHOLE YOU BETTER BE GLAD! HAHAHA. & syimah's backkkk! i missed you, you stupid girl! :) Okay, its been so long since i rambled here, heh. BYEBABYBYEEEEE! :D look at the stars, look how they shine for you 12/27/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:56 AM Alrightyho, just 5 things to say :) FIVE. Met my 4i lovlies today for our christmas gathering. Camwhored like crazyy & shopped too! :) Well, im gna quite zhiyun, "I love how we always meet up and how it feels like we never parted. I love how we laugh at every little thing together. I love how we come up with the dumbest ideas together. I love how we aren't afraid of doing silly stuff in public. I love you girls like how I love DBSK okay, just that I wont swoon over ya'll, HAHA. As Sarah said, it feels like we've come home when we all meet" :) I realise that its been more than a year since we parted and yet we're so tight. I love my lovelies & really, 4ignite 08' will always be my Beztest class ever. (&nish, missed you again):         FOUR. Christmas! Went to church as usual & haha, sang our hearts out! My aunty was damn cute! While singing Happy Birthday to Jesus at Church, halfway through the song she asked me "Sarah, who's birthday is it?". HAHA! Went over to my cousin's new place after that and had fantabulous-shiok dinner zomg. The turkey looked so sad, haha. Well, we spent the night gambling talking and drinking hohoho, Merrrry Christmas! Didn't sleep at all & on xmas itself we all just sat around talking till guests started arriving, then bro & i left for mom's side, eateateat again & then home! Where we got the shock of our livessss! :D :D :D My one & only xmas present. :) Credits to mommydearest!      THREE. & on Tuesday met nurin first to go shopping, & not baad, pretty productive! haha. But it was stupid that we bought almost everything except for what we wre supposed to buy tog, heh. Met the rest at marina square, waited for more people & then whoooptidooo! Surprised syimah! :D Happy belated birthday cuckoo! T'was nurin, syimah, zarifah, feeza, mard, reddy, hui ru, helmi & alvin. So we went bowling & zomg i suck laaaaaa. Plus our team lost too but it didn't matter cos it was so damn fun! HAHA. Went to sit around & play our usual games after that & zomg that was damn funny! hahaha. Yeah, nicenice night!     TWO. Met Patricia on Monday to go to east coastttt! haha we realised that we had so many very happy memories there together :) Went cycling, stopped to talk on the breakwaters, cycled, had dinner, cycled, got ice-cream & her horrible mint coffee & settled on the breakwaters again to talk. It was a very simple and sweeet outing, i like! Plus as always, east coast was simply lovely :) I love eastcoast veryverymuch!      ONE. Went to JB on Saturday on my own!! Aiseyman, haha i felt so independent even though its just malaysia. & my very first thought when i crossed the border was, "RAMLY BURGERRR!" hahaha. Uhh, yeah i just went into msia on my own but i met my dad & stepmom there. Did stuffs and i went shopppinggg! I tell you, damn damn shiok! Everything was so freakin cheapppp! hahaha, bought quite a lot of stuffs :) (not my money also HAHA!) Well, now im actually allowed to go into Msia on my own, so helllloooo friends who wna go cheap shopping, lets Go, G-O GO! (No nurin, you're not allowed.) (Btw im gg again tmr, so dont msg me k!) - K, done, goodnight! it takes some fears to make you trust, it takes those tears to make it rust, it takes the dust to have it polished. 12/25/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:05 PM My brother is really sweet! Him: So sarahka did you get any xmas presents from anyone? Like your friends or smth? Me: No, not really except for the money.. (aunts gave us $$) Him: Oh, then aren't you sad? Me: No la! Him: K nvm, i'll buy for you a xmas present k! *nudges my leg* Come on mann, 15-yr-old teenage boy, how sweet is that! :) Plus I got him this LCD watch thinggie which shows you the time whenever you press the buttons (yeap, thanks to nurin for good taste :) & he got so excited over it he kept pressing the button over and over again just to check the time, haha. 12/19/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:17 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIMAHOLMEZZ! :D  (Finally no need to action ah, its your birthdayyyyy!) Happy birthday dear friend! I've known you for a year now & cheesy as it may be, thank you for never failing to make me smile cos you, & specifically you!, always do! :) Wellll, know that you've got this soldier sister by your side thru thick&thin, fu*ktard(doink)&kuehtart hahaha. & I know that you know that i love you! :) - Yestyest: Caught Four Christmases & Twilight with RoopiBoopi & went to Aunt's house for prayers at night. Niceniceday! Yest: Painted with adlin, met makkalzz for Tamil moovie, arcade & good ole' macs! :D (next yr fridays at ppmacs again plz!) & then met zee soldiers and what else, lepakkkkk! Lovelylovelyday! I really love meeting people i haven't met for a long time :) Oookayy, i think my next week is pretty booked up & im eggeggeggcitedd! [c=55]Rightfully[Holmez]Property[/c] says: i replied OMG! WAIT2 i think singtel service not gd ah when comes to my birthday Hahahaha, see what i mean by she always makes me smile! :) Good day all of you! (stupid syimah make me jealous only, pfft!) say you changed your mind now & im only dreaming
12/17/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:25 AM If I were you, holding the world right in my hands  I miss the two of you quite a lot. If you could go back in time & say something you left unsaid or take back something you said; undo a decision you undertook or finish something unfinished, would you? Not that there's much we can do till kathleen builds that 2-yr overdue time machine (oi!) Pleasant past two days, mindless painting is pretty therepeutic. Hair's like a ball now, i might like it or might not i haven't decided yet; we'll wait and see. After all these years you clicked something in me today, funny. (Kinda liked the feeling :) first thing i'd do 12/14/2008 noone but me from URL @ 9:41 PM You know we've been down that road, what seems a thousand times before Study date with suzy & sheesha night    56th POP      Well, it's been an eventful weekend.
Yeap that was my weekend, uh :) I have a friend who always listens to me and has a way of saying exactly the things i want to hear. Just seeing your name appear on my phone is almost enough to make me feel safe. So, thank you for being there for me like you've always been nishukusu :) Love you very very strawberry many many much!Okay, hopefully next week ends up a good week. I can't believe Christmas is coming so soon! Not quite in the mood yet though. But will be, cos its christmasssss! :D & neither can i believe that the year is ending so soon. I have mixed feelings for next year. But ohwell, live goes on so move on right? Yeapadabadoooooo! Have a good week ya'll! every smile you fake every claim you stake i'll be watching you. 12/13/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:26 PM I put my ipoood in my jeans and i put my jeans to wash. & now, my jeans are nicely washed and so is my ipooood.. just that my ipoood is washed outtttttttt. grahhhhh ): It doesn't turn on nomore. My deardear ipoood, it's been with me for so long and it has always been loyal and handydandy. I can't believe i put it in the washing machine letting it drown to deathhhhh. Shitheadz, i will miss you my ipoood. I'll update proper later but this is a passing statement- fu*ktard rhymes with kuehtart & some people have really appropriate names. 12/11/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:03 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY KETTLEEENKO  NGGG! :DFinally Seventeeeneen! A bit slow & a biiiiiiit only hahahha. You know what, that picture is 3 years old but i think you still look the same! HAHAHA! Hope you have a lovely day today kettleeen! :) & then met holmez at 'same old place again', hahaha! This time we settled at the mrt station and whilst waiting for her friend to find gold, again!, we taaaaaaalkkkktalktalktalked for like 3 hours i think. & syimah, not bad ah, i see you so often now! hahaha, keep up the good stalking! heh! :D &&&! I bumped into Suria yesterdayyyyyy! :D Aiseyman, i knew there and then that it was gna be a good day! Made me so happy that i couldn't stop smiling for awhile hahaha! Uhh, kk central meeting-ed and met a whole lot of people i hadn't seen in awhile. :) - Im missing quite a few people again. I dont like this period. I dont like it that what you said is true and what i had hoped for is just not materialising. I reallllly wanted to believe you know, almost think i did; but naaaah. Stupid girl. I feel like eating paddlepop ice-cream! living for the only thing i know 12/09/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:11 AM Hope you had the time of your life Friends come and go and sometimes i think that's what friends are for. They come in for a reason, that being that when they leave you learn perhaps the most important lessons you'll ever learn in life; experience perhaps the sweetest & most bitter of memories that you'll ever have experienced in life. Yeah, friends they come and go; you stay. Its a pretty harsh thought but im beginning to believe it as a way of life. But. I think some friends are keepers. These are people who mean slightly more than just friends. Those who've touched you a little deeper, been there a little longer, hurt you yet loved you a little more; these are the people you want to fight and stand up for, want to believe that they'll be your friends forever. If they leave you, then don't fret cos well, if they don't value your relationship as much as you did, its no loss to anyone. You're better off without them, waaaay better. But those who stay by you, keep and hold on tight. Guard with rifle and keeeeeeeep. BUT. Perhaps most importantly. You do know that you'll do fine on your own? Yes, you. You're all you need friend. ---- I learnt a new thing about nish today & video calling patricia was damn funny. :) its something unpredictable, but in the end is right 12/08/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:46 AM Microscopic snowflakes, Back from China! Proper update will come when i get pictures and since there are about a zillion, it won't be soon im guessing. I just came here to say " HOOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!" AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHA !!! I would love to share the reason for my joy with you but boy this place is not safe and i have a face to save. But hoooomgggg !!! :D :D :D I knew it la plz, i knewwwwwww it. I feel like going on and on cos !!! but aiyaaaaaaa! But, hhhhhhhooooooomggggggggg. Almost no1 siaaa! HAHAHA. Im on a high now and gosh i haven't felt this in a damn long time! Sheeeeeeeeetheadddddddzzzzzzzzz !!! i got your runaway smile in my piggy bank baby 12/02/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:31 AM Do you remember how i carried your heart & i carried it far?  So like finally the three of us won't be at the airport to study nor chat the hours away; this time we'll actually be flying off yo! :D Look its a bird! No, its a plane! Noooo! Its, HAHAHAHAHA kk have a good week & takecare ya'll! :) 1, 2, 3, 4 i'll tell you that i love you more 12/01/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:38 AM Got me ten feet off the ground, My mom & bro are now in Bali at the Hard Rock Cafe attending some coolshit gig. & bro's gna pick up surfing and scuba divinggggggg over the next 5 days. I am/was supposed to & wna be thereeeeeeeeee! ): (SarahJ is J for Jealous veryveryvery much !!!) Brieffff update, Friday got me so disappointed & moodless that i was feeling so blahhhh all the way to Bugis. I felt like snoopy cos my face was so long haha butttttttt! That was until i spotted syimah! HAHA. When i saw her, in my heart i was like "omg is that syimah?! omg is that reallllly syimah!" then i shouted "SYIMAH!" & guess what! It was syimah! HAHA. Woah snoopy face auto turned to garfield goofy grin! I started whining to her & i think that did me good hehh. Thanks yo! :D Left her to go watch a play with my mom & bro at lasalle, then left them after that to join syimah and friends again. Talk about bumping into a friend just when you needed one :) &&& that includes RoopiBoopi too (eh rhyming) who accompanied me the whole day cos i was scared. :) Was supposed to go to JB on sat, but in the end stayed in singapore and boy was it a long tiring and damn money sucking day, shitheadz. I almost fainted cos i didn't have money to eat haaaaa. Met rupini to shop, beach-roaded, penin-ed, novena-ed then met nurin to shop & we ended the day at starbucks with syimah & reddy. (Again syimah was there by chance & reddy popped by after) Free starbucks drinks yo! Heee :D & today dad was zeeee angel! He drove down all the way from jb to kallang, drove me to simpang for lunch, then paris to get my snowstuffs from zarifah (thanksyoumuchh!) then to yishun to get more snowstuffs from my aunt, then to bukit panjang to hang out with cousins & then all the way home again! Angel or what! ANGEL RIGHT! First time you know! It was with his wife as well & best part was that we were all talking all the way. Again first time! Happydopeyyyy! :D - Okay, im done. & Its one plus but im not sleepy. Oh, have i mentioned? I think syimaholmez is stalking me! HAHAHA. Met her 3 times this week, purely by chance :) (or not right holmezzzzzz!) But eitherways, i happpyyyy yo! & I am awfully broke, awfully awfully broken broke. Im serious when i say that im gna spend a minimal amount of money when i get back from china, until (!) i see money coming in. Do you know how heartpain it is to see hundreds of dollars fly awayyyyyyy ): gosh, as if time flying is not bad enough. Plus it sucks even more cos Christmas is comingggggggggg. Grahhh. Christmas is coming! :) I like singing along to all the christmas songs being played everywhere. All my stuffs for china are strewn all over the bed, im lazy to pack haha. My mom's left me a list of chores to do before leaving, sheeesh. Anw technically its Monday so its china tmrrrr! :D So fastttt! & In all honesty, haha i think im only gna miss a few people. Haaaha, howells. &&& Patricia Tan is going to be a famous actress soooon! :D Her face is gna hang outside cine, ya'll wait & see mannzzz! hahaha. Congrats you! To bed to bed to bed! move along move along just to make it through
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